2.28.2007

(fortune squared divided by the square root of pi mulitiplied by __________)))))))))))))

So I read Kevbo's site today and found that somehow he was conned into some kind of personality test. Well, seeing how I'm currently bored and really have nothing better to do, I took the test as well. Without further ado:

You are trying to establish yourself and make an impact despite the fact that everything around you seems to be against you - putting up barriers, but don't be unduly concerned: you have the right ideas and come what may, they will soon be manifested and appreciated.

In actual fact you are not willing to exert yourself in any way. You have that truly 'laid back' attitude and are unwilling to extend yourself or exert undue effort. You feel that to move forward - be it in your life style or in business relationships - would require more energy output than you are prepared to give at this time. You want to take life easy and your attitude is such that 'Enough is Enough'.

For some time now it would seem that you have been frustrated and emotionally inhibited. The circumstances which appear to be beyond your control are making it very difficult for you to develop the detached emotional attitude that you seek.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

You are presently worried about your future and you feel that whatever you do will go wrong. At this time you are your own worst enemy. All the disappointment that you have experienced, coupled with the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals, have led to anxiety. You would like recognition and a position of trust but you are concerned that these hopes and dreams may not be realised. You are very argumentative and insistent that you are right - maybe you are - but you are pushing too hard. Take it easy, let go, and smile. Smiling and agreeing with people works wonders - try it and see.

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I found out today that I have a Concepts of Fitness test, an Algebra test, a US Gvt. test, and a Spanish test on Monday. I can't wait. I got off on my dates again this week, but I caught myself and figured out that I had another quiz in english. I got a 100 on it. Oh and that paper I had to rush to do . . . I made a 100 on it as well.

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Thanks Sunshine. Your post a few days ago (the fiction) inspired me a bit. I sat in my car tonight and wrote about 5 pages. I haven't done that in forever. Hopefully it's a start back into a "writing groove."

6 comments:

erin said...

so you're becoming self-conscious and reclusive?

do you trust me? serious question.

Holland Chase said...

1. Slightly.

2. Yes (at least as far as I can throw you).

erin said...

careful scrawny kid. don't hurt yourself.

Sunshine said...

You're welcome, I'm taken aback that I successfully inspired. If I had a heart it'd be bursting with happiness right now.

Anonymous said...

I was conned now Wasnt I. I have to stop beng soo connable.

Holland Chase said...

it sounds like a personal problem.